I trust in Thy word. Psalm 119:42
Have you ever prayed and asked God to give you courage, and then all of a sudden you realize that your life has been impacted by so many circumstances that require courage? Perhaps it was not courage you prayed for, but strength in certain situations, and all of a sudden your strength was being challenged on a regular basis. Or, maybe it was perseverance, and you found that you were having to persevere through one situation or circumstance after another. Maybe you have asked God to give you a spirit of kindness, an attitude of kindness — and you have encountered people time after time who made you want to be anything but kind!
When my children were little, I would pray continually and sincerely, that God would give me patience. Soon after I started for praying for God to give me patience, I found that I was surrounded by “opportunities” in which practicing patience was required. For example, my spouse’s career required that I quit college. We moved to a new town with our children one week before Christmas! Everything was packed and loaded by moving men. I didn’t have a clue where anything was, except that it was being stored on a moving truck. We moved into a small hotel room, and the kids and I spent the next week trying to figure out how we fit into this picture. At first, the children thought it was a fun adventure. But then, after so many re-runs on the limited hotel television and rainy weather, we were ready to move out of the hotel and into a box!
Then the challenge went from worse to worser, as my grandson says! The remodeling work being done on our new home was not yet finished. The company wanted us to move out of the hotel, so we rented a very small, very old mobile home from an older couple who lived in a nice house next door. Christmas eve came and we moved into the tiny mobile home. I found one Christmas tree left over at a lot in town, and the man gave it to me for free. Our lovely Christmas ornaments were packed somewhere on a truck that was in a place that only the moving company and God knew of! I searched department stores for wrapping paper, and there was none left. So, I wrapped the few presents I had been able to purchase for the children while they were with me — in comic newspapers. I tied them with strips of wide ribbon I had purchased in the sewing department and placed them beneath the tree. Christmas came and went, and we made it through with a few hidden tears on my part.
I drove by our new home daily and reminded myself that this “home-in-a-box” was temporary, and I learned that I could do anything for a short time. But, days turned into weeks and a major blizzard hit the state. December’s move-in date turned into January, and January turned into February. We had two bedrooms smaller than most modern master baths, and a combined family of five children. Daily I prayed, “Lord, Father, please give me patience, especially with the children and with this situation.”
I think that my sense of adventure helped some. I would make a point to take the kids to explore our new community. We made long afternoons pass by at the library. Lent came and we learned a new lesson in patience as it was our habit to give up television during Lent — except for Sundays. Long winter evenings were passed sitting together on the small sofa, library books piled high — and we read more than 30 books a week. Board games were abundant in our living room, and we found a renewed interest in puzzles.
Februrary turned into March, and we waited and anticipated. Then the March rains and ice storms came. The people we were acquiring our home from had chosen a white carpet for the living room. We didn’t dare move in until the rains and the storms passed and drier weather allowed the recently landscaped front lawn to turn to something other than a mire of mud. As the days grew longerand spring came, I found that my patience had grown. I learned a valuable lesson that year– be careful of what you ask God for! God does answer prayers, but His ways are not our ways. While I wanted an instant injection of patience, my heavenly Abba knew that just like wheat, patience only grows with a little rain and a whole lotta of dirt and sunshine!
Eventually, after what seemed like years — we had the “go ahead” to move into our new home. The moving truck arrived with out belongings which had been packed away so many months before hand. In the big bedroom with the large bay windows that night, I realized that I missed the little home over the hill where we had so snuggly spent the past few months. We had a new home, and our belongings had been returned to us. It was a lot like Christmas! But, something more had come and that was patience, not only patience with the children, but patience with God’s timing and with life.
Psalm 119:42 says, “I will trust in Thy word.” The original Hebrew word used in this passage is בּטח bâṭach, which is pronounced baw-takh’ . It can mean, to “hide in” or to “take refuge in” or to “place one’s hope in” — to have faith in and in this case, David is saying that he is placing his faith in — he is taking refuge in — he is “hiding” in God’s word.
Our world tells us that we need to trust ourselves, trust our instincts, trust our feelings, trust our intuition. If I could tell you how many times I’ve trusted my feelings only to find that what I was feeling was not anywhere in the ballpark of what I should been doing! I’ve made so many bad decisions and bad choices because I trusted my “instinct” or because I trusted my “intuition ” instead of trusting in God’s Word!
When everything said I was husbandless, God’s Word said,
“I am the advocate (husband) to the widow.” (Deut 10:18)
When I felt that I had been plucked from the hand of God, God’s Word said,
“Rom 8:38-39 For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor rulers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor anything above, nor anything below, nor anything else in all creation can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Php 4:19 “But my God shall supply all your need according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.”
“What father among you, if his son asks for bread, would give him a stone, or if he asks for a fish, would give him a snake instead of the fish?” Luke 11:11.
If we, who are not holy would be gracious unto our sons and daughters, how much more so can we trust God to be gracious to us. He is Holy and Good and Trustworthy. Therefore, do not be afraid to ask with reverance and awe, and He will answer according to His riches and glory in heaven.
Please remember: TEAM KENYA 2009 is still accepting applications for volunteers for our September 9-23, 2009 mission to Kenya. We especially need people who have a heart to work with orphans and street kids in the areas of dance, music, and drama productions, along with playing games and interacting with these precious kids.
We can still use a few key people who can help build a church for a Maasai tribe in Namanga on the border of Tanzania and Kenya. Please contact us or visit http://www.lydiaministry.com/teamkenya2009.html
Thank you and God bless!